death note

How I wish I'd just die soon to stop things from getting worse. I feel that it would be better if I'd just die and leave home to give my family peace, joy, happiness, and stress-free life. I thought of killing myself, but then, it'd give them burden of burying me since it's getting really expensive to bury a dead person, not counting the stress of staying up late during burials. So, I thought of a stress free death. I think it doesn't have to be death, as in, end of a life, right? As long as you're gone out of their sight, you'll be considered dead. I was planning where I can go. Perhaps I should find my real family. It's quite burdensome for them to send me to college just because they act as my parents, when in fact they aren't.. Don't worry, someday, I am going outta here. And I'll stay somewhere FAR.

crazy